sayonara

Posted by musika_camz at 05:01 PM on May 25, 2007.

siguro ndee na ko magpopost dito.. this will be my new blog:

http://blissfulrhapsody.multiply.com/

bye tabulas. :D

kanta tayo..

whew

Posted by musika_camz at 07:59 PM on May 24, 2007.

after 2 days of hurt and pain..

and at last! gumagaling na ang aking legs.. :D

nung monday kasi, naglaro kami ng mga maliliit kong pinsan ng tumbang preso sa garden ng lola ko.. and that's the first time i've ever played that game. :D

masaya siya laruin.. at sa sobrang saya namin, nakatatlong oras kami kakatakbo at kakahagis ng tsinelas..

at sobrang napagod kaming lahat.. and ang kinalabasan.. sobrang sakit ng aking legs and knees.. kahit likod ko sumakit!

kinabukasan, paggising namin, lalong sumakit yung katawan ko.. pati mga pinsan kong naglaro, kung maglakad parang may rayuma.. ^_^ hehe..

sobrang hirap maglakad, umupo, tumayo, humiga, magcross-legs, istretch yung legs.. basta ang hirap! sabi tuloy ng nanay ko.. "yan tuloy, hindi kasi nag-eexercise!"

kinabukasan, wednesday, lalo pa atang sumakit.. at sobrang nanginginig parin ako sa sakit tuwing sumasakit!

and fortunately, today, thursday, mejo konting sakit nalang, at sobrang atat na uli akong mag-badminton, my fave sport!

but unfortunately, basa sa labas dahil umulan kanina.

sarap pa naman magbadminton ngayon kasi malamig..

pero meron pa namang bukas, of course! sana lang talaga huwag umulan..

especially sa may31 kasi dun ang blow-out ni figgy sa enchanted kingdom! eh sa araw pa manding iyon ang first time kong pumunta dun!

waaaaaa.. sana di na muna umulan!

>_<

Currently feeling: chilled?

2 nakikanta!

from the inside

Posted by musika_camz at 11:33 AM on May 20, 2007.

i just want to share my current favorite song.

it's called "from the inside" by linkin park.. one of my fave bands. :D

From the Inside

I.

I don't know who to trust, no surprise

[Everyone feels so far away from me]

Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies

 

**

[Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit,

Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet,

All I ever think about is this all the tiring time between and how,

Trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me]

 

CHORUS:

I take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

'Coz I swear for the last time

I won't trust myself with you

 

II.

Tension is building inside steadily

[Everyone feels so far away from me]

Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me

[**, chorus]

 

I won't waste myself for you, you, you

Waste myself for you, you, you

[chorus 2x]

 

 

this song is my favorite song currently because it simply fits me. I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TRUST.. ANYMORE..

except, of course, i trust some of my friends who became true to me.. and i'm not afraid to trust them..

but for the people around me.. uh.. i dunno..

kasi naman ultimo yung mga tinitingala kong tao hindi ko na mapagkatiwalaan..

at sa panahon natin ngayon.. sobrang konti nalang ng mga taong pwedeng pagkatiwalaan.. lalo na sa outside world..

and it really finds me hard to trust to someone whom i just meet or whom i just make friends with..

maybe because of my experience.. of being betrayed.. na iniwan nalang basta ako sa ere.. at ipagtanggol ang sarili ko na kasalanan naman talaga niya yun.. na hanggang ngayon ako parin ang sinisisi nila sa kasalanan niya..

it's ok for me now.. though it's hard to forget.. but just one thing.. i'll never trust her anymore.

and because of that experience.. nahirapan na kong magtiwala..

Currently listening to: canto alla vita - josh groban

kanta tayo..

uhn..

Posted by musika_camz at 07:39 PM on May 18, 2007.

aww.. nothing.. again..

-_-'

i can't wait to be back at school again..

but this time, it's a university.

:D

i'm so excited at my first day of college life at UST!

i dunno why.. but it thrills me..

^_^

it doesn't bother me at all.. i can't feel any fright.. actually, i am looking forward to it.

i can't wait to wear a different uniform and go to a very different school!

it's just that, the time is running really slow.. -_-

wow.. am i typing english? hehe..

Currently listening to: no junjou na kanjou - rurouni kenshin
Currently feeling: :D

kanta tayo..